Math is purely abstract science yet it describes the world around us to the utmost precision. Does that mean that this world is simply ... a math model which means everything around us is ... not real?
I've long stopped believing in free will because everything points at it being an illusion of our brain because we're a product of this world and we had no chance of influencing the conditions which brought us to life, and even after our minds and consciousnesses form it's hard to believe they are fully autonomous and not simply a function of the processess in our brains we're simply not aware of.
If you think about all of it, it becomes utterly depressing as you begin to realize you're a biological robot, a byproduct of the universe evolution which couldn't care less about our species and this little tiny blue planet.