I was transported back to my 8 year old self learning about speed of sound by looking at smoke appearing in the distance and counting seconds until I hear the explosion and multiplying by 300 to get the distance.
Also learning the different sounds explosions make depending on where they land (soft ground, hard target, different calibre or type of munitions)..
I would read such a book. Sharing your experiences can help others begin to understand what survivors like you have gone through.
My emails in my profile if you'd like to chat with me.
He's never, ever, talked to me or my sister about it.
But has been on TV more than once about it.
I can't even begin to imagine what you went through, but the brain has strange defence mechanisms when it comes to dealing with stuff like that.
I'm sure people would read it, but that doesn't mean you have to write it if you don't want to.