One thing that doesn't get talked about much is the concept of a third type of writer, the hybrid writer. They will figure out their book's theme, title, three or five act structure, characters, major plot points, and the ending all ahead of time. But this is just a skeleton, an outline. Like a fractal, it gets fleshed out at the time of writing. Writing proceeds linearly from beginning to end, much like the Pantser. When the novel is finished, there are still editing tasks and possible changes to be done.
I've written all five of my novels using a hybrid approach, and I wouldn't want to change. Every author is different.
The only thing for me that is consistently true is needing to know where the story starts and where the story ends. Once I have those two things in mind, everything else comes by actually writing the journey.
I have never been able to successfully outline a complete MS and stick to anything even close. Characters written in real-time do weird things and take wild turns. For me personally it's so important to be flexible with that as to allow my mind space to play.
And maybe I'm weird, but in contrast to Smith's suggestion that once she finishes her draft she's done, I LOVE revising the first (and second, and third) draft of manuscripts. For me, having a messy house to rebuild is so much more fun than micromanaging the story while composing.
Of course I'm also never going to be the same quality of writer as Zadie Smith, so there's that.
I'm also in the process of writing a few different works (I have one kids sci-fi novel draft finished, and a couple others in various state of progress).
One thing that may help boost your confidence would be joining a writers group. Eg, once a quarter you submit 25k words to the group, and critique each other's works.
I've learned alot doing this, in terms of variety of feedback from different styles of writer. But equally important was seeing other writers' works-in-progress, which was very eye opening, as the first few drafts are always a pale comparison to the finished product.
BTW, your comment that characters take wild turns in ways you did not expect is one of the great joys in writing! I am more of a pantser than plotter myself, and even if I have a vague idea of what will happen in a scene, it's easy for the characters themselves to take control, and very exciting when that happens!
Writers groups are a good idea though, I will have to look for one near me.
I do a lot of beta reading and enjoy it, so could definitely see myself liking being in a writing group.
"architects vs. gardners"
Applies to more than just writing.
Where she gets micro managing and macro planner is beyond me. Pantser and plotter are the terms most people have been using for 20 some odd years. Plus, pretty much every writer is a gradient between the two. I've never read or heard anyone beyond the fanfic/wattpad crowd think it's a black and white, one or the other writer type. This whole article sounds more like someone met a published author for the first time and is trying to talk about "secret knowledge". I think Brandon Sanderson does the sharpest, fastest discussion between the two methods, pros and cons, then moves on because in the end "it doesn't matter which you are".
Adding "the psychology of.." is super damn pretentious as well given theres not a lick of data collection, just personal anecdotal meditation on the topic.
The same kind of thing that happens with left brain vs right brain, for arts vs sciences
Rowling sounds more pantsy, like saying "I'm going to drive from SF to NYC, and I'm going to stop at my parents' in Denver", then when the day arrives, you sit in the car, pull up Apple Maps, and say, "hmm, I think I want to go the Las Vegas to Denver route rather than Salt Lake City, because it's winter", and then start driving and find a hotel when you're tired. Snow in Utah? Hmm, should I risk it or stop early? As opposed to planning it all out two weeks before, "Day 1: SF to LV, stay at Bellagio; Day 2: LV to Canyonlands NP, camp overnight; Day 3: Go hiking, weather permitting; Day 4: Canyonlands to Denver; ..."
I'm primarly a pantser, but I have some basic skeleton framework of a plot. And I usually don't have any idea how A will connect to B and then to C until I'm in the moment writing.
Here's his 2020-in-review post: https://www.brandonsanderson.com/state-of-the-sanderson-2020...