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by sensanaty·2y ago·view on hn ↗
I've suffered from insomnia for a long while now, and I despise taking Melatonin (300ug for the people asking, at least according to the label on it). It gives me unnerving dreams - not quite nightmares, but in some ways more anxiety inducing than a typical nightmare - and a lot of people report similar things. Without it I still have vivid, intense dreams but they're usually just very fun and nonsensical, a night on Melatonin makes them really terrible though.

It does help with actually physically getting me to sleep, but to be honest I can't really say it's good quality sleep. The feeling is almost 1:1 comparable to my usual bad days where I don't fall asleep until 6/7 and wake up 2 hours later, just extremely groggy and with a lot of mental fog, so I've stopped taking it altogether. This article is kinda worrying to me, can't even imagine what kinda weirdness external melatonin could be doing to a young mind if even tiny doses has such a strong effect on me, and I was a psychonaut in my younger party days.

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How big is your dose?

There's a reasonable degree of evidence that all the commercially-available doses are too high, even 1mg. Cutting it way, way down may give the benefits without so many negatives.

I've had chronic insomnia since about the age of 13 and melatonin literally saved my life - long periods of little or no sleep can do really awful things to your brain. These days I take 1mg tablet about an hour before bed, takes me about 30 minutes to get to sleep after lights out, and I wake up feeling perfectly fine.

My wife though can take the same dose, same routine, and report similar symptoms to you. I wonder if her body technically doesn't need the additional melatonin but mine does.

Switch to clonidine ( the instant release version ) I've been using it for years and also helps with anxiety considerably , no addiction issues
Seconded. If you're gonna keep taking it, then experiment with smaller doses.
what kind of dose were you taking? Pills range from < 1mg to over 10, and I would guess there might be very dose dependent response.
According to the label, 300ug, even those are pretty strong for me. Never tried higher, since it's always been a strong reaction